Thursday, February 19, 2009

manana

tomorrow is going to be a busy one... but I will trek through with anticipation of the weekend. 
My camera is broken therefore not picture and  I apologize for being so boring in the beginning of my blogging career.
tomorrow (today in 4 minutes)
5 rise.
make some coffee, eat, finish my paper
7 quiet time,  yoga, get ready
8 class
915 work
1240 class hand in my stupid virginia woolf essay
150 class

THEN IM DONE and i can just read all weekend and eat and workout
LOVELY

i'm so stressed and my room smells like a compost pile and i dont know why

me

Bonjour blogging world,

I am Annabelle. History Major, daughter, bride of Christ, sister, friend.
My whole life I have had problems with my body image, problems that turned unhealthy when I was about 15-19... Now I am "better" but I still struggle, maybe I don't under eat or binge and purge, but I dont exercise either. The last 1 1/2 has meant 30 extra pounds and lots of extra pudge. I think I am over the fact that I'm not how the world wants me... but I am not healthy overeating and not working out either. I need to find the balance I never had... 
SO here I am blog world BEARING MY SOUL
I wish to be a Yogi and healthy eater and I want to love life like I never have. 
I don't know if anyone will read this, but thats okay, this is for me. 
I just want to be able to give the world what God created at its best. He made me beautiful and I'm hurting the body he gave me. I have always been hurting the body he gave me in some way, and I just want it to glorify him.

love and brokenness